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Friday, March 20, 2009

Haiz..

I dunno where to start and how to start..
Just feel that my relationship with him is getting worst..

In other ppl's eyes, we may look loving..
But seriously, is that the truth?!?
Im always thinking back.. The differences are like miles away..

In the past, we have lots of craps! lots of happiness to share! keen on meeting each other, stare at each other every min, every sec!
Every nitez, dun bare to hang the phone, when it's time to sleep, we just hope to blink our eyes once & it's morning again..
Because this is the time we can spent tgth again..

Even if we quarrel, u will always try to cheer me up..
if i did not call u.. u will call me back to concern me..

But now ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Haiz! everything has changed!

Even if we stay tgth in a room, i still felt a distance between us..
so what if he is besides me..
we r just doing our own things for the WHOLE DAY most of the times!!! other then lunch & dinner time..
back to the room.. he is back to his games & im back to my drama series..

Is this wht u want?
This is not what i want!!!

I know u like to play games.. I did not stop u from playing..
But at least can u spare some time for me?
wht u know is chiong game!!! u can bath for 3mins and faster back to game..
u ask urself! have u ever done that for me be4?
yes u did.. maybe 3yrs ago!!! but not now..

don't u feel that our relationship has blended too much?!?
do u care to improve? i doubt..

8days more will be our 5yrs anniversary..
will u be excited for the days to come?
i hope so..

wht i wan is very simple..
i just want to feel the love, care & concern from u..

NOT seeing u facing ur lappy the whole day more than facing me!!!
pls do not deny.. u know our condition..

is it every relationship will blend when time past longer & longer..
is there really no love forever & ever?

I Blogged @ 8:06 PM

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